The kids want Bollywood
something more North and more West
glittering cloth, bouncing bare hips
praise of lips
on national TV
not so much the kitha-dom of me
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back home
they learn to point their toes,
the redde is lowered,
hatte bejewled,
mandiya straightened out.
they loosen their palms and step lightly.
we say, it's very indian, it's very western, it's pretty and also
it's very necessary.
the beravas have been dying a long time.
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I work with a lady who says
give me just a flavour of "Senegalese"
I lean in with a stifled wince: I
crush me beneath a hundred cultures, I
grind me to spiced dust, scatter me.
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no one knows that
I think of you
in my curled arms
draped across this curving waist,
seeking to see yourself
in half-dropped eyes,
find yourself on
half-laugh mouth.
I think of you in the
tharikita-kun-dath-
I even think of you in the
thah
your body rigid, you gasp me in.
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#WhatItsLikeToBeADesiGirl
am I a desi girl?
#WhatItsLikeToBeADesiGirl
to be pressed into an even tone
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the kids want Bollywood, I try to be what they want me to be
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